Same Ole Sad Story

I wish I could pull on the strength and love of those who are in my life and actually want to be there. But I can’t help but to think of all those who aren’t and don’t want to be . . .  and it hurts. These are the very people who I thought would never leave me. Bestfriends, family . Here I am opening my heart to yet again be proven that I am not enough. Enough to sustain their love. Enough to deserve their presence and time. Just not enough . And I know that by saying this I make those who do love me feel the same way, and I am sorry. That is not my intention. You are enough. You keep me sane. But abandonment is a hard pill to swallow. Love me anyway. Or promise me you’ll try. That’s all I ask. Just don’t pretend. That’s what they did.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s